.......yes two posts today, I had to pop out half way through the last............. Ok, so after a bit of reflection on the last couple of weeks, things have, shall we say, not been that great! But if you channel your energy into things that aren't so good for you, and not into things that are good for you..... say for example, your friends, family, job.....then just like anything in this world, things will start to go wrong, when you don't mantain them properly.

When you get to the point that you unintentionally, but still have, upset a good friend you care about, then you have to think to yourself, how did it happen? We are all responsible for our own actions, even when under the influence, as it is you who puts yourself in that position to start with. So with that, we should all accept the wrongs we do and make them better. It is all well going out and having fun, and get swept up with the idea that nothing else matters but having a good time, but everything in life has to balance, and you should equal the amount of energy you put into everything, otherwise, once the scales have tipped and things start to go wrong, you will have to put even more hard work into making things better........ but one thing is for sure, doing one nice little thing for someone else, or even just making the effort, makes you feel instantly better, and then your on the right path.

One thing I do know, is it is important to know who in this world genuinley cares for you. Once you have worked that out, then you should make sure that they are always your first priority. I have some amazing people in my life, and am luckier than a lot of people I know, to have people who care as they do, and even though I may sometimes may appear to have forgotten this, I haven't at all, it is a brief lapse in priorites which everyone has, as we are only human after all!!! And as long as we learn by our mistakes, rather than keep repeating them, then we should be ok!!!!

Sorry if it has been a deep one today, but sometimes these things need to be said, and a sense of reality brought in!

UKR x x